While I was packin my stuff today Mirta knocked on the door. I stayed quiet and hid unda the bed.When I didnt anser she tried ta open the door. Good thing I shoved that chair unda the doornob. Some men with guns are watchin the rectry. I was gonna wait til night fall to climb out the winder but I am kind a hungry and I am fraid Mirta or Chanticleer might put somthin nasty in my food or water like that ranger wanted to do to mexico peoples. I can hear Chanticleer tryin ta walk sounds like he is pain. I am glad he daserves it. I think I am gonna leave now so I can gets somethin ta eat somewheres safe. I can get food for the trip and mayb get some new nives sinse I lost two thanks ta Chanticleer. I will have ta be careful when I climb out the winder though it is higher than I thout. Might use the sheets as a rope. Nd I ll have ta be careful so the bad guys dont see me leavin.
I know they Father Brooks and Mirta hate me now but I think I am gonna miss them. They were almost like family. I wish they thought I was still good so I could stay with them still.